Hi Filmmakers!

I want to thank you so much for "What The Bleep".

I have struggled EVERY DAY of my adult life with what has been called "organic depression". It has been one week, since I saw the movie. I have consciously RETHOUGHT my diagnosis, and naturally, did the little hearts-and-bath self-love ceremony. I want you to know, that for one week I have not ONCE awakened feeling slammed by the depression OR the attendant weariness that battling it brings. I have been doing the following visualisation for myself and wanted to share it with you:

In the movie "What The Bleep..." there are some very cool visuals depicting what goes on inside our brains. We make them what they are. We allow ourselves to get into the "habit" of thinking a certain way. We train our brains, physically to "believe" in, or "react" to things in certain ways and then every time we do it, it is reinforced, on a cellular level, a la "the vicious cycle". This makes the task of changing seem truly impossible.

I have started taking part of my meditation time to "see" those little receptor things in my brain actually DETACHING from the conduits of bad thinking whence they have been fed for so long. I see them kind of "waving" in the environment of my brain, much like seaweed gently undulating in the sea....which is what they morph into in my visualization. Then I see the Light above the "ocean" and see all of the seaweeds/receptors turning toward IT for new information. This Light, I have defined for myself as "the Kingdom of Heaven within me", or the Source of the Divine to which **I** have access, and it is FROM THAT that I wish my little receptors to gather their information from now on.

I'll tell you, this, in the space of less than a week, has produced a MAJOR shift in the way I think about things, AND in the way that I think about THE WAY I think about things. :)

I have simply decided to unhook my receiver from it's usual source. This isn't something that happened slowly for me either...I feel like a big laser has gone in and cleared away the brain ick I had convinced myself for so long that I needed to deal with.

I realize there are many, many other points in the movie I could gush to you about...the addiction part, the water thing....all of it colluded within me to help me DECIDE TO CHANGE. I never knew the power was within me.

I thank you sincerely,

Carrie Surfus